It’s been so loooooong. I won’t lie I’m embarrassed. Allota good that does anyone though. It seemed fitting to me to put forth fresh material as part of a solid re-commitment to my writing. It is the new year after all. Also the end of the world so even better.
It also seems fitting to me to write a love letter to my lady love Sovereign Syre. At a time in my life (pre-Apocalypse) where I’m learning what it means to loose ground with people you have held the closest to you. She is steadfast. I know what it means to love people who grow impatient with your eccentricity. She never does. I hold dear people who do not judge me to be anything less than honest because I always am. And she has always kept faith in my personal integrity. I hope you are all lucky enough to know a woman like her. ~If not now you can watch her movies ^_^
I love Sovereign in all her incarnations: The “baby pterodactyl” who seems to be only concerned with food and sex. The “Baby Lofty” who I like to think of as an innocent revolutionary. The “Sleepy Kitteh” which means we only talk in mewing language. The “Damsel” where she feigns weakness so I can feel like a big strong man. The “Hurricane” when she cannot help but level you with an epic run on sentence explanation of something she cares about/ makes her angry. The “Madonna” whom I’ve coined in my head, and gives name to her vixen self who is at turns all loving, all knowing, and chastising… but who ultimately needs chocolate vodka and all will be well. I adore her because whether we talk regularly or go for months without contact all I have to do is reach out and she is there… on some new wild adventure ready to regale me with an epic tale. She likes my mind and lets me work in the strange obsessive ways that come naturally to me. She pushes me beyond my comfort zone frequently sexually, and in the realm of artistic identity and for that I could not be more grateful. She never bores me AND I hope I never bore her. Sovvy is the human equivalent of nuclear bomb, she always blows me away. Whether she is explaining her novel to me, or learning burlesque, or making music she always imbues the experience with such a naturally seductive energy I always fall all over again.
I love what she is doing now with her life and her work as a porn starlet is something I find so important. Sovereign never does anything without layers and layers of intention, which I find exciting. It compels me to take interest in porn in a way I’ve never because I’ve never been a watcher. Hearing about her experience on set and the stories she’s telling with Nica Noel at the helm are the kind of stories I thought no one would ever put forth. But here is Baby Lofty showing me and showing the world how wonderful this art form is through her signature performance. Sovvy is the kind of woman that saves the human spirit through the tenacity of her own. I am so grateful to know her, love her, and help her in any way she will let me.
One of my favorite moments in my life was when she recently came to visit me, she came into my apartment and started taking her clothes off. Whenever she tumbles into my presence things all of a sudden become warm, soft and pink… all glowy. There is nothing as beautiful as her figure and face when I get to bathe her with our favorite witchy concoctions. She deserves to be adored. On this I’m sure we can both agree… Adore her as I do because she is adorable. Love her freedom as I do because it is rare. Enjoy her wit as I do because it is divine. Seek out her art as I do because it never fails to surprise. We are lucky to support her here at Darling House: We are all her little darlings…Three cheers for the women who light the fire of life.With love…Rosebud
That was beautiful.
love this <3 , an utterly beautiful love letter.