We are all just spirits in the material world.
I made a one day turn around trip to Los Angeles yesterday to shoot with Corporate Vampire, photographer Alejandra Guerrero. She’s a lot of fun. She deals in fetish images mainly, latex and tailored suits. She scored a location in the Hollywood Hills with an undisturbed view of the Hollywood sign.
I strapped on a corset and some stilettos, slicked back my hair and donned some red lipstick for the lady.
This is an instagram preview of what she shot.
I think the strangest nude of me ever was captured by my webcam rather unwittingly while I was making my bed up for the show. I look like a weird mannequin.
Before hair and makeup, making up the bed.
After makeup, still in hair.
My first feature, My Sister Celine just came out. It was cool seeing press releases for it on AVN next to a huge blinking AEBN banner with a huge picture of me on it. My life is very surreal right now if you know me and where I come from. Which you can’t and don’t. But this feels real, right?
You can read a write up of my movie by porn scholar Anna B. Volk here: http://darlinghouse.net/beta/annabvolk.
I also have a scene with Skin Diamond that came out today on AEBN for our movie Lesbian Masseuse. You should definitely check that shiz out.
You learn a lot being on cam.
Like how to show off your body in the most flattering way while in the supine position. How to become like a one woman John Stagliano film.
Also, how to get carpet burn on your knees. How do butt tricks.
How to make people want to see your natural tits.
That its always better to be listening to classic rock.
That people love hearing stories about your life.
That cute gets more tips than sexy.
And that garter belts and black lingerie remind men of “trannies.”
The most common compliment for me to get on cam is, “I love small tits!”
I wear a 36C/34D. No one ever referred to my tits as small until I entered the adult industry. No one ever paid me a ________ dollars a pop to take pictures of my pussy back then either, so I guess I can deal with it.
People tell me I don’t smile enough. I just don’t like the way it makes my pussy look.
This is me in the morning.
I'm told men like women who seem happy,
Can you see the anguish in my eyes?
I’m what you call a “visual learner.”
Here you learn about how I used to put on a Russian accent and pretend I was Eastern European to get work as a model when I lived in Manhattan. I wonder if getting a tan and calling myself Brazilian will have the same result out here in Los Angeles.
I started camming recently. I had a show with Dana Vespoli, make that two shows with Dana Vespoli.
My mom always tells me, “Baby, love is some serious shit.”
My body is an endless source of pleasure and neurosis.
Someone will want one.
Valentine's Day Lingerie. We cammed in Dana's old place. I may or may not have rubbed myself all over everything and licked every surface in the bathroom.
This is my face. I DO HAVE ONE!!!!!
My weird camming outfit from the side.
Mon cul. That's French for "My Ass." See, I'm sophisticated and shit.
The awesome thing about working on my own site is the autonomy. It’s tedious to have to edit and retouch all of your own images, and it takes a certain amount of distance to be able to do it without fixating on all the flaws that a camera makes manifest…but man is it rewarding to have complete control over your image. I’m really excited to get a chance to start bringing my own erotic visions to fruition. I used to paint a sigil on my palm every day before I started writing. I made it up. It was the symbol for Saturn combined with the symbol for Neptune. Saturn represents the father and work. Neptune represents dreams and flashes of vision. I took the symbol on as a personal rune to mean “Dreams Made Flesh.”
Here are some preview photos by Joshua Darling from my first set for SovereignSyre.com…which will be launching soon….Special thanks to AVN Award Winning Crystal D Toys.
This Valentine’s Day I’m doing a girl on girl cam show with one of my favorite scene partners and performers Dana Vespoli! Dana and I have great chemistry together so I’m super excited for this show. There will be champagne and chocolate and lots of love <33333333.
Dana is a gonzo icon and has been in over 140 movies. She has a face like a doll and an insatiable appetite. I like it when she turns me out.
The show will be on http://xpeeps.com and my second ever.
Come watch me get sexed super good by my Mistress.
